Juni 14, 2013

God's Will

“Dear God 

Please take away my pain and despair of yesterday and any unpleasant memories and replace them with Your glorious promise of new hope. Show me a fresh HS-inspired way of relating to negative things that have happened. I ask You for the mind of Christ so I can discern Your voice from the voice of my past. I pray that former rejection and deep hurts will not color what I see and hear now.

Help me to see all the choices I have ahead of me that can alter the direction of my life. I ask You to empower me to let go of the painful events and heartaches that would keep me bound. Thank You for Your forgiveness that You have offered to me at such a great price. Pour it into my heart so I can relinquish bitterness hurts and disappointments that have no place in my life. Please set me free to forgive those who have sinned against me and caused me pain and also myself. Open my heart to receive Your complete forgiveness and amazing grace. You have promised to bind up my wounds Psa 147:3 and restore my soul Psa 23:3 .

Help me to relinquish my past surrender to You my present and move to the future You have prepared for me. I ask You to come into my heart and make me who You would have me to be so that I might do Your will here on earth. I thank You Lord for all that’s happened in my past and for all I have become through those experiences. I pray You will begin to gloriously renew my present.”  ― Sue AugustineWhen Your Past Is Hurting Your Present

Juni 12, 2013

Song Letter For You [3]

MRL (˘ʃƪ˘)
I couldn’t bear to say that I like you
Just being by your side like this was good enough
Yes, should I muster up
some courage one more time?
Should I tell you how I feel?
You don’t even know
my heart and you just smile brightly
I’m telling you that I want you
I’m telling you that I’m calling you
Hold my hand, hold my hand
I’m afraid that I’ll lose you
I’m telling you that I want you
I’m telling you that I love you
Are you listening to my heart for you?
It hurts just to look at you
Like this
Shyly, I hide my fluttering heart
And I met you again today
I worry that my heart will be noticed
So I turn around
I’m telling you that I want you
I’m telling you that I’m calling you
Hold my hand, hold my hand
I’m afraid that I’ll lose you
I’m telling you that I want you
I’m telling you that I love you
Are you listening to my heart for you?
It hurts just to look at you
I still need you, I still you
Nothing can replace you
Cuz I love you – wait for me
I will tell you my heart
I’m telling you that I’m looking for you
I’m telling you that I want to have you
Hold my hand, hold my hand
I’m afraid that I’ll lose you
I’m telling you that I want you
I’m telling you that I love you
Are you listening to my heart for you?
It hurts just to look at you
Like this

Juni 11, 2013

Song Letter For You [2]

MRL (˘ʃƪ˘)

I didn’t say it, I couldn’t say it
I couldn’t tell you that I love you
When time passes, you will know someday

As I am by your side
If I tell you that it’s been me all along
How hurt would you be?

Goodbye my love, my dear goodbye
I need to erase all the memories I couldn’t tell you
I loved you, I thank you
Instead of those painful words
I just smile and say goodbye

When time passes, you will know someday
As I am by your side
If I tell you that it’s been me all along
How hurt would you be?

Goodbye my love, my dear goodbye
I need to erase all the memories I couldn’t tell you
I loved you, I thank you
Instead of those painful words
I just smile and say goodbye

We might meet again someday but
I loved you and I thank you
I just hope for your happiness, goodbye

Song Letter For You

MRL (˘ʃƪ˘)

That person was the one who made me smile

That person was the one who made me cry
With his warm lips to me
That person found my heart

I can’t erase that love
I can’t forget that love
That person was like my oxygen
That person is now leaving

That person. 
That love. My aching heart
You didn’t know anything
I loved you, and I love you
That’s why I have no choice but to let you leave … my love

Even if my heart becomes tattered
Even if that memory pains me all day
The tears that person sheds
Hurts me even more

That person. That love. My aching heart
You didn’t know anything
Instead of tears, instead of pain
Forget about me and live happily... my love

When our lives are over and we close our eyes,
Then remember me one time

That person. That love. My aching heart
You didn’t know anything
I loved you, and I love you
That’s why I have no choice but to let you leave… my love

My love ... my love ... my love ...